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| I can't return to you
you must return to me
that's the deal
im sorry...did i say im sorry?
It's been soooo long since I last blogged, but it's almost time I did!
AHHH ! Freaking summer! It's so hot! I feel like Im going to melt into nothing! Life is great and kind of HOT! hehe! But I'm kinda excited cause I'm leaving for New York City one of these days! I have no idea how is it going to be there but I'm hoping it's goin to be fun. I kind of don't feel like going there, I feel like spending this summer with my friends! I mean, this year I'll turn 18! omg...18! I'll be 18! Getting so old now! Life is passing by too fast. I don't know how this past year went by, I still remember when we were all in high school at this time last year and here we are, growing up and parting our different ways already!
I read Verna's blog earlier. Verna! I'll miss you too! You know that I love you like a ho right? hehe...You and Sophie are the only bitches I love so much! What am I going to do in NYC without you two?! I ll feel like a lost child! If something funny happens, Who am I gonna go and laugh with? If I meet my true love and my soulmate, who is gonna approve of him? -sigh- I think I'll have to write an entry in my diary every night! Bud, don't have toooo much fun without me, try not to meet ur true love when im not here! gosh...I wanna be the first one again to meet your 'chum'. XD !
Hmm...I guess that is it for right now! | | |
| And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
The wedding was awesome! Her dresses were so pretty, and my cousin looked pretty as well. The night was really long... Sophie and I, danced alot. Verna joined the clan once too. Zulfar didn't dance even once! Oh well...We made a bet. If Sophie gets this guy's number, she wins a 40$. Well..she won the bet...And then this waiter guy gave me his number thanks to Verna's help. ^-^ I loved Toronto! I always kept telling people how I hate the thought of being in a big city, but I actually loved toronto! haha...Even almost after a week, I keep bothering Vernz and Sophie about it! Anywas..I m plannin on goin back there again. So many things' happened when I was there...I was lovin' it! | | |
| The long way from Ottawa to Toronto was so tiring but really fun. Me and Vernz were sitting together and Sophie was just in front of us sitting with some dude. And they were both sleeping next to each other, their shoulders' touching each others. Verna kept saying they are united into one, they didn't want to be separeted.! haha..so funny. We laughed all the way from Ottawa to Toronto. People were getting annoyed with us being the only people talking.
Me, Sop and Vern parted our ways when we got to Toronto. Ahh! I didn't wanna go to the friend's house! Its the first morn here...Nobody's home 'cept the mom, her daughter, me and my family. I kinda don't like the dad...he's mean to me, he thinks I'm a rebelious kid. He kept telling my parents to keep an eye on me...Wth! So dumb! Got me all pissed off. And then he didn't agree for my buds to come along with us saying hes got no place in his car...bs! I didn't wanna go to the marriage anyways. But my parents made me saying its my cousin bla bla...
Anywas...the wedding is tonight. I can't wait to see my bud and how hot they look! And same same... I'll write back about how it went there! | | |
| I picture you inside my mind,
to be with you just one more time,
to give you another day,
to have you look my way, ...
how did I know you were the one for me,
maybe its right or maybe just a dream,
tell me I'm yours,
And I'll come running,
to be ur friend,
until the end,
I'll sing my song for you, ...
Well I dont belong to you,
you dont belong to me,
this crazy world of ours,
has got no place for me,
I'd rather be alone,
then hear you on the phone,
words can only try,
no, I know we dont belong.
I watched 'Sweet November' the other night. The story is sooo nice. Keanu Reeves is sooo cute in that movie...Ah...I want my love story to be like that. Except that I don't want to die of cancer at the end. hehe. how come those cute things don't happen in real life? But if it did, then again, it wouldn't be as cute as it is in the movies.eh? People are prolly gonna think ur nuts or its lame...gosh...people!
Mina-jon left this morning. I already miss her now. -sigh- It was a fun month. hmm...lots of things happened...but I can't seem to remember much. My memory's so bad lately. I still didn't get a reply from Ottawa U. I'm not even sure if I'm going to get in. I totally forgot about Heritage...I applied there as well. But didn't receive a reply from there as well. Wah...Nobody wants me.
I'm trying to let go of some things that I'm addicted to lately. I've noticed that those things are so not good for either physical or mental health. Anywas...totally forgot -once again- what to say in here...I ve been in this for the last few hours...don't know what to say...I should be typin out my english essays right now...but meh! boring...
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| And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad
Isnt that song so cute? Well...besides the fuck part. Anyways. New semester finally started today. I only got two classes per day. It kinda fun actually. I got two classes with Luke OReily.! Wahh...He's hot! And Verna finally started school. It's kind of cool being with her in the same school again.
Today, me and my cousin went touring the Ottawa U campus. I got to see the building inside for the first time. It was cool. I was impressed actually. I really really really really hope I get in. -crosses finger- We also got to get in to the dormitory, the single room dorm is kinda small. But I guess it's that way with every University dorm. But they also have this cool looking residential apartments on the campus. Price varying. A few cute guys too!
Damn...once again, I totally forgot what I was supposed to write in here! Takes me forever to type all of this.
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